Saturday, November 2, 2013

Wew a random post

"First, you think the worst is a broken heart."
after you broke up, you will feel an enormous amount of emotional pain in your heart, a feeling that you wonder why you two cannot be together. You think that this feeling cannot get any worst. Until...

"Whats gonna kill you is the second part."
The second part refers to the memories you and her had together. After recalling those memories you once held precious, you realise that they will keep haunting you, taunting you even, that you are not able to create such memories ever again.

"And the third, is when your world splits up in the middle..."
You are overwhelmed with lost and anguish, so much that you are unable to function and act normally. You try to cry and release the pain, but you just, cant.

"And the fourth, you think that you fixed yourself."
Time heals everything? Or so you thought. You left it up to time, and time alone, hoping that time is able to make you forget your memories with her, and ultimately forget her altogether.

"Fifth, you see them out with someone else..."
Alas, she is still a being in this world. She still exists, and is able to move, think, and love. Time, is just a pain-reliever, for an eternal pain -- after the pain-reliever wears out, you will still feel the same pain, no lesser, no shorter. Upon seeing her with someone else, you question yourself, why wasnt i able to be that someone? That someone she holds so dear to now. Then, you start to doubt yourself, questioning yourself, and you realise that

Sixth, is when you admit, you might have fked up a little...